"website i wish i had time to create" #756:
Self-Doubt Manifest[o]
happy friday the 13th and a full moon to you.
blanketfort is happy to play host to friend owen's new toy, the Designomatic.
i'm happy because my recent excursions in intellectual masochism have proved fruitful. i seem to have redesigned my bathroom as a mecca to travel and to toilet paper (oh so soft, pure, organic and warm; and yet so industrial and geometric), my bedroom as an archeology dig, and my workarea as a feline palace.
if by the time i hit 65, i'm not world renowned for something interesting, i think i'll just have to create the first publically known and seen work of art that is guaranteed to drive quite mad anyone who views it. sadly this entails me going quite mad, which im not sure is an experience i really want to end my life with, but who knows.
having so much fun going as slowly as possible through the few boxes of childhood toys i managed to hold on to. i've got a new bucket next to my front door full of small pocket sized objects. sort of a random grab bag for a fiddle toy for the day. i'll quit smoking yet i tell ya!
way too many interesting projects on the go to even think about, a happy cat on my lap, and a full and useful day behind me. it doesnt get much better than this.
but how do you explain to a hypothetical teenager that s/he is going to value contentment/satisfaction over excitement later on in life?